It is only one...
The words rang in my head and I looked at what was in my hands and what I was considering doing. For a few months now I've been exploring and pondering what would be like to take my feminine experiences further and deeper. Some of you have suggested hypnosis or female hormones. I have been looking into both. While hypnosis is a little more work, hormones on the other hand are easy as popping a pill. Who likes work anyway, right? We live in a society where there are magic pills for everything. But up until today I had done nothing about it.
This evening Lauren came over to my place and gave me a little box, a present she said. We sat on the couch next each other as I opened the box and it had little pills. With a puzzled look she explained that she knew I had been thinking about it so why not try what made me happy. I told her about that I had been reading about it and there are health risks although some people had been taken a do it yourself approach and had been fine. Her response was that we could always go see a doctor whenever I wanted.
Looking at the little pill resting on my hand. I could see it calling my name. A siren song had to resist. Lauren looking at me and I could tell from her look that she was impatient as if saying, "What are you waiting for? Isn't this what you wanted? Live your dreams. Go after your fantasies."
I closed my eyes.
I did it.
I did not sprout breasts. I did not get an instant hourglass figure.
I did not die.